it was another beautiful day today. yet i have to spend just about all of it indoors. i've had non stop classes since 12:30 and now i have to get ready to go to a review session for calculus since i have a test tomorrow and i need to do well since i bombed the last one. it's mostly integration and it sucks balls. if anyone ever has to take calc II i feel bad for them because it's suck a bitch.

too much drama up here. i need a break, and for more than a weekend. i've reached the end of my rope on certain events and i'm not gonna tolerate being a pushover anymore.

i've been working on the songs chris gave me over a month ago, and i'm done one, and i have a skeleton version about done for the second. i want to go back and see if i can add in a few more fills in the first, but if i can't then it's not a big deal.

oh and this is mainly for josiah...i was listening to some old files for guitar pro that he wrote and next to the instruments he wrote in everyone's name....well all except mine. what's up with that??? am i nothing more than "Guy" or "drums"? that made me sad.

lately i've been thinking if i really want to be a teacher. i know that my passion lies in playing music, but if that can't happen then what. i might go into buisness and open up a music shop, but who knows. I'm just worried that my math skills arn't good enough, or if i want to be in a class room for the next 20-35 years. ugg i need a vacation